does it mean anything?

i need something to knock me over now. alcohol?
something to make me stop thinking and just go to bed.

something to make me forget all this and live my life as i always would.
or something to make me gunuinely happy again.

They are BAAAACK

hallelujah!!

my twin and my love is back from NS.

happy much

:)

squash much.

just read bout the reports on Milo All Star 2008.

damn hati gatal now.

its been like 5 months+ since i played squash.
i really missed it.

i so miss my tournament days.
eventhough im not really good at it.
sigh.

i swear next term i confirm taking sqasuh as infra.
no matter ir they are coming anot.

im really sick of badminton.

Smells like chlorine..

i hate thursdays.

there's only 4 periods on thursday in school.

and we get to wear PE uniform and sneakers.

comfy much.

BUT..

i have to go swimming on thursday.

squad swimming.

which almost kills me everytime of exhaustion or shame.

why?

because among everyone im am the WORST.

and im being really serious.

its either being the slowest or lack of stamina.

everyone have been swimming for eons and i just cut in this year and made it into Gold Squad.

its kinda typical.

and my lackness of experience.

which made me look kinda stupid sometimes.

and me clumsyness.

i just dont know how to walk in flippers.

its so weird.

and i alomost trip most of the time.

for those who have no idea what a flipper is.

but this helps alot when u are swimming.

WEIRD FACTOR: after swimming. i smell like chlorine. and i LOVED it.

:)

SATURDAY!! SATURDAY!! SATURDAY!!