how true.

“Missing you gets easier everyday even know it's one day longer since the last time i saw you it's one day closer to the next time i will.”


-Peyton Sawyer-

counting the days.

13 days to go.

till i see him again.

*swoon*

what a life.

im really missing shiyun and peiminn.

its been so so long since i really spoke to them.

havent spoke to peiminn for 3months.

whereas just text shiyun in ns on weekends.

which is not alot compared to what we used to do.

and they are coming back in 2 WEEKS!!

not that i get to see them la.

but at least i get to talk to them then.

you have no idea what its like to lose your lifeline for three months. literally.

urghhh!

i miss the whole season of american idol.
INCLUDING the double DAVID FINALE.

yes. i have no idea whose David Cook (eventhough i know he won) thats everyone is raving about.

i have absolutely no idea of the contestants as well.

grr. sial.

remember Anthony from previous previous season.

no idol fever this year.

Austalians are so into their own stuff.

they only show their soaps and other programmes.

which is quite a bore if u ask me.

like Dance!.

thank god there's still abit of shows that i used to watch.

desperate housewife. CSI. Ugly Betty. Grey's anatomy.

i wonder what happened to HEROES? new season coming?

i guess it would be the same if i was in the US or England.

they all have their own shows too. only better.
like the stuff that we used to watch.

lol. i miss my cable at home.

i know ive been saying this for almost a million times but i cant help it.

i really miss E!

i used to be addicted to E!

even the reality seeries in E!

i miss Ryan Seacrest and Gulianna Rancic.

i miss the Daily Ten.

i miss watching Kimora Lee Simmons. i absolutely heart her.

i miss Keeping up with the Kardashians.

i miss watching Forbes countdown.

i miss Starworld too.

i wonder what happened to beyond the break.

i was in the middle of OC reruns when i came.

and HEROES. remember that 2days straight marathon?

i wonder what happened to One Tree Hill.

and the Hills.

bloogy.

i miss my TV!!!!!!

Broken

i've lost a friend today.


i havent been in this situation for years.
i doubt it if its worth while.

i experience the pain.
and it hurts.

i know im a jerk sometimes.
but you could be when you're in my shoes.


i guess its another soppy emo song day till i fall asleep.

Jinday post below.

btw.
i finally post the camp post.
just scroll down.

angst much?

just finished my exams.
and i wanted to use the net so badly on monday that it was ALL occupied that i got so angst.
i wanted to smash something so badly and my hands are constantly in a fist.
i dont lose my temper easily.
but that day i almost did.
i was so fucked up inside out..
its like fighting a drug or alcohol addiction.

i swear to god if my mom's not getting me a laptop soon i will definitely lose it.

:(

resentment. hatred. betrayal.
disgust. anxiety. detest.
revulsion. loath. deluded.
sickening. bitter.




thanks a lot.