HAPPY NEW YEAR FRM US ALL

Cousin Bousin

*zap* change

i think i need a new skin.

Twilight

"I dont have the strength to stay from you anymore."



"then dont."

purple pair of goggles.

Twilight, Bolt and Yes, Man are off my list.
they were okay.

To be honest, i dont mind watching Twilight again but it just doesnt do it for me.
it was rather bland.
it was lacking the feel of excitement or the things that make ur blood rush.
i had high expectation for Twilight, since i luv the book so so much.

Bolt was okay.
it was cute and stuff like that.

Yes, Man was a good one.
it really did humoured me throught out the movie.
Jim Carrey fail proof fuunneh antics.


+++


off to KL today.

major shopping spree soon!!

ive got my rock moves

the weather is killing me.
why is it so humid.
i wished it was winter again.


need a new haircut.
its been a year since i last had one.
my fair is failing me due to the humid.
forgot to get a adapter for my hair straightener.
god. how should i cut my hair this time.


ive got the nokia7310 supernova in pink!
luv luv it.


shiyun is off to taman negara today.
we were so desperate the make up some time to talk to each other and last night i was basically half asleep in the end.
i babbled alot.
it was funny.

disturbia.

the flight was definitely the worst i had so far.
i took Jetstar from Sydney to Darwin then have another transit to Singapore.

the Sydney-Darwin was easy without a glinch.
and then comes the one to singapore.
i tot i had time so i lingered to one hour before my flight to check in.

i went to the counter and checked in.
the lady said i cant.
they cant take anymore passengers due to bad weather.
i was this close of cursing out loud.
she gave me the fright of my life.
i tot my flight left without me and i will be stuck in Darwin for the day.
and not getting to singapore on time.

it took them half an hour to figure it out and put me on another flight to sg.
i was practically running in the airport to get to my plane on time.

then i was on the plane and it went fine afer that.
i plugged onto my ipod for the next 2 hours.
not noticing the annoucements. again.
she told me to switch off my ipod.
and the person next to me asked
"Why are we TURINING BACK to Darwin??"

i was litterally cursing under my breath again.
why on earth are we turning back again when we already left Darwin for 3 hours??
"cuz the ground staff forgot to give us the papers."
wtf.

so we turned back.
after all the dramas i arrived at singapore at 2am!
when my flight was scheduled to arrive at 9pm!

seriously.
im going to avoid transit flight at all cost after this.

when one day you wake up

4 more days!!!


1 more day for school.
1 last day for chinese school.

play my music all night long

When 13 is such a big number

less than 2 weeks!!!!!!

crossing out the days

17 days!!!

*gasp*

Tagged by PM

1.What's your most favourite colour?
lol. this changes from time to time. right now its electric blue

2. What is the most important to you?
i dont know yet.


3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
never tought about it before.


4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
depends. if im comforatble with the crowd


5. How many babies you want?
currently. none


6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?

yes. cuz i've seen one before



7. What is your goal for this year?
to go home. and spend all my summer holidays there.


8. Do you believe in eternity love?
i used to. until now.

9. do you think tat the person who tag you,like to play kipnapin
???


10.What are you really afraid of?
birds. chicken. ducks.
technically anything that has a beak, claws and can fly.


11.What is your bad habit?
where do i start.
i simply have to many.


12. What's your opinion with Distance relationship?
it sounds sweet but it actually is not.


13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yes. i love my frens


14. What does flying means to you?
to be free. and maybe gone to heaven.


15. What do you crave for the most currently?
seafood. i'll have anything pls.


16. Are you single/relationship?
pathetically single.


17. When did you lost your virginity?
im still a happy nun.


18.What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
lotsa stuff. i love saturdays mostly.


19. What is the worst case scenario happen to you in your life?
my 18th bday is the worst. to date.


20.What do you wish for your birthday present?
DS lite. and mobile phones. laptops.



instructions: Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 5 people. List them out at the end of the post.Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from

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Tag:

Joanne Lim

Tung Tung

Keng Onn

Yee Shuian

Bee Kee

printing hearts

22 days left ppl.

blue is an understatement

30 days left!!!!

thats like less than a month!!




!&^$##!$#%%@!^&$$

Fading Away.

"Just give me a minute to restart my heart"



what is my expectation toward "it"??
week after week of anticipating and waiting.
week after week of dissappointment.

now it goes to a point where im sick of it now.
i want MORE.

is that too much to ask??





37 days more.

If I just lay here

55 days to go ppl!!

u make me so hot!

holidays!
spring. i feel like adding new stuff to my already very pathetic existing wardrobe.
its sad.

hiaz.
gold sandals. floral blouse. strappy heels. linen shirts. huge bags.

i need money la!!



going to the beach soon. i guess.

photography is interesting.
but im lazy.

count down still

86 days still.


went to the city last night.
it was so good that its overwhelming.
loved it.

kinda pathetic that til today only that i went to the city.
ohwell.
wished i have pictures to show.

:)

no i wont break down

counting down the days till i get home.
so far 94 days left.


what life is about.

BIG exams coming in 2 weeks.

sigh.

not much update then.
*busy* with books lately.
and business plan.

somehow i suspect hours in a day is not enough.

ANOUNCEMENT!!

Mark your Calenders babeh!!

IM GOING HOME ON THE 16th OF DECEMBER!!

woohoo!!
and i got to skip the last week of school!!

MTV Asia Awards!!

why the hell when im here and they've decided to hold MTV asia awards in Msia!!!
i cant believe that im missing it.
curse curse curse!!


i cant believe im missing that!!
and daughtry as well.
i mean i can literally walk to catch Daughtry live if i wanted to.

uurrgghhh!!!

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY SOOSHI!!

31.07.08

happy birthday my sooshi!!!
gonna post a panjang lebar entry soon.

ohwell.

winter holiday is coming to an end.



bummer.

:(

A very belated birthday post for myself.

my birthday was on 14th June but it took me till now to post this up.

i had a great one in school.

Cece was like my mom trying to lit the candles despite the wind and the very cold weather.

i really appreciated it.

and a big thank you for the ppl who took the trouble to sent me msgs throughout the day.

despite that.

this is my worst birthday ever.

i felt that i hit rock bottom.

do much for the big 18.

tale of a sisterhood.

in a way im very envious of the sisterhood of the travelling pants.

i wish that i have something like that to keep for myself.

its not about the jeans. but the friendship itself.

i mean how often do u find friends that had known each other all their lives but suddenly realising that they have to go on seperate ways. despite of that still makes a huge effort to be there for each other and stay connected to each other..

eventhough its the jeans that keeps them together.

in a way, im like them.

i am one of the few that have went seperate ways from my loved ones.

i am however a very sentimental person who finds leaving what i used to had a very hard thing to do.

but. unlike them. i do not have such luck to have such friends.

i do not have such friends that tries to be there for u in anyway they can.

or even makes the effort to know about the lastest happenings.

it really depresses me sometime.

i see myself keep holding on to my past but its slowly slipping away from me.

in return i find myself having nothing to fall back to.

that im on my own no matter what.

as i have absolutely no one to depend on.

i really wish.

that i have someone to fall back to. someone that i know is forever mine. someone that i know is there for me to share my everything. someone to tell me what to do when im lost. someone to love me on my most miserable days (almost everyday).

sometimes i feel that im asking too much.

or im thinking too much.

so probably this holiday. i'll be hiring the sisterhood of travelling pants 1&2 to watch.

and maybe imagining myself as one of them.

as it is the closest i can get.

does it mean anything?

i need something to knock me over now. alcohol?
something to make me stop thinking and just go to bed.

something to make me forget all this and live my life as i always would.
or something to make me gunuinely happy again.

They are BAAAACK

hallelujah!!

my twin and my love is back from NS.

happy much

:)

squash much.

just read bout the reports on Milo All Star 2008.

damn hati gatal now.

its been like 5 months+ since i played squash.
i really missed it.

i so miss my tournament days.
eventhough im not really good at it.
sigh.

i swear next term i confirm taking sqasuh as infra.
no matter ir they are coming anot.

im really sick of badminton.

Smells like chlorine..

i hate thursdays.

there's only 4 periods on thursday in school.

and we get to wear PE uniform and sneakers.

comfy much.

BUT..

i have to go swimming on thursday.

squad swimming.

which almost kills me everytime of exhaustion or shame.

why?

because among everyone im am the WORST.

and im being really serious.

its either being the slowest or lack of stamina.

everyone have been swimming for eons and i just cut in this year and made it into Gold Squad.

its kinda typical.

and my lackness of experience.

which made me look kinda stupid sometimes.

and me clumsyness.

i just dont know how to walk in flippers.

its so weird.

and i alomost trip most of the time.

for those who have no idea what a flipper is.

but this helps alot when u are swimming.

WEIRD FACTOR: after swimming. i smell like chlorine. and i LOVED it.

:)

SATURDAY!! SATURDAY!! SATURDAY!!

how true.

“Missing you gets easier everyday even know it's one day longer since the last time i saw you it's one day closer to the next time i will.”


-Peyton Sawyer-

counting the days.

13 days to go.

till i see him again.

*swoon*

what a life.

im really missing shiyun and peiminn.

its been so so long since i really spoke to them.

havent spoke to peiminn for 3months.

whereas just text shiyun in ns on weekends.

which is not alot compared to what we used to do.

and they are coming back in 2 WEEKS!!

not that i get to see them la.

but at least i get to talk to them then.

you have no idea what its like to lose your lifeline for three months. literally.

urghhh!

i miss the whole season of american idol.
INCLUDING the double DAVID FINALE.

yes. i have no idea whose David Cook (eventhough i know he won) thats everyone is raving about.

i have absolutely no idea of the contestants as well.

grr. sial.

remember Anthony from previous previous season.

no idol fever this year.

Austalians are so into their own stuff.

they only show their soaps and other programmes.

which is quite a bore if u ask me.

like Dance!.

thank god there's still abit of shows that i used to watch.

desperate housewife. CSI. Ugly Betty. Grey's anatomy.

i wonder what happened to HEROES? new season coming?

i guess it would be the same if i was in the US or England.

they all have their own shows too. only better.
like the stuff that we used to watch.

lol. i miss my cable at home.

i know ive been saying this for almost a million times but i cant help it.

i really miss E!

i used to be addicted to E!

even the reality seeries in E!

i miss Ryan Seacrest and Gulianna Rancic.

i miss the Daily Ten.

i miss watching Kimora Lee Simmons. i absolutely heart her.

i miss Keeping up with the Kardashians.

i miss watching Forbes countdown.

i miss Starworld too.

i wonder what happened to beyond the break.

i was in the middle of OC reruns when i came.

and HEROES. remember that 2days straight marathon?

i wonder what happened to One Tree Hill.

and the Hills.

bloogy.

i miss my TV!!!!!!

Broken

i've lost a friend today.


i havent been in this situation for years.
i doubt it if its worth while.

i experience the pain.
and it hurts.

i know im a jerk sometimes.
but you could be when you're in my shoes.


i guess its another soppy emo song day till i fall asleep.

Jinday post below.

btw.
i finally post the camp post.
just scroll down.

angst much?

just finished my exams.
and i wanted to use the net so badly on monday that it was ALL occupied that i got so angst.
i wanted to smash something so badly and my hands are constantly in a fist.
i dont lose my temper easily.
but that day i almost did.
i was so fucked up inside out..
its like fighting a drug or alcohol addiction.

i swear to god if my mom's not getting me a laptop soon i will definitely lose it.

:(

resentment. hatred. betrayal.
disgust. anxiety. detest.
revulsion. loath. deluded.
sickening. bitter.




thanks a lot.

IM IN LURVE!!

all over again

:)

I NEED HELP!!

can anyone tell me who can be nice enough to post me burned cds of the latest songs/tunes/hits/whatever??

im gettin sick of my ipod content and im craving for something new.
i would have did it myself if my circumstances allow me so.

lemme know if u could and i might treat u a meal when i get back home.
:)

missing out.

friday nights are movie nights.
movies here on tv is pretty great.
judging on what we used to have on national tv back home.
everytime i was estatic to watch something, there's always someone who ask
"havent u watch that before?? "

lol.
have i miss out THAT much?
i know right now that im missing out on TONNES of movies that i really want to watch.
and i mean TONNES.
i was thinking of making a list of movies that i miss and make a point to watch them.
and i seriously meant that.

i wonder what im still missing out.
definitely E! i miss that. *no cable here*
and american idol. i totally miss the whole session.
the daily dose of gossips. (E!)
taiwanese dramas. someone tells me whats new pls!! totally clueless.
asian gossips. i have absolutely no idea. cept for the edison and gillian thing cuz it was on msn daily.
my starworld shows. GOD im so missing out.
asian music. mind u! eventhough i dont really listen to it i do make an effort to learn whats new!
books.


i can really go on and on.
its as if im really living on mars.

That's New.

term break.
2 weeks.
hardcore studying.
gonna ace that damned exam.
fugly physics.


and i start today.


Jindabyne post up soon!!

Jinday!!

Jindabyne was really fun.
those ppl who chose to stay in school, u missed out.

it took us 6hours+ to get there.
had a stop at some town to get lunch and toilet breaks.
these ppl decided that the slide was fun!!

i got in groupB.
we are the first group to go on Mt Kociousco. which is the very next day we got there.

fun~

-day 1-

Mt Kicousko.

ppl there told us its gonna be freezing cold and u have to have at LEAST 4 layers of clothes on. i had a skivvy, a wool turtle neck, a jumper and a parka on. it was shit hot.erica and sally. we even have gloves and scarves and beanies.melie. erica.jessie (its not even that cold yet). erica.jessie. erica. me. cece.

u need to get on a chairlift to get u on the mountain before climbing. this is not fun at all as i was scared to shits that i would fall for my life. Jessie'a sreaming away didnt help either. only sally and melie was snappin photos away.it was worst when u are going down. leftover snows. the last group was lucky. they got to see snows. the whole mountain got covered up. its amazing how it changes overnight.damn semangat. they got so hot out there that i have to strip out my jumper and stuff it in my back pack. btw. to those that i have mentioned. thats shantung po.dont even ask. i sprained my ankle (yes again) on my way up. and i managed to still get to the top despite being the last few. i was so in pain and pissed off that melie keep askin me to pose for her and so i did. i was in pain!! dont question my sanity watsoever. i would never do that again. ever. in my life. annie. melie. me(in pain).

it took us like 6hours to finish the whole thing. yep. i was in pain the whole time as that stupid fella told me to keep on walking on it. for ur info, the whole journey was approx 14km. plus walking up the mountain all the way on the first half. we reached the top and had lunch at the peak. and we were the only group to finish the whole journey and reach the top! :P

my ankle was gigantic when i got back and i have to elevate it and put it on ice that i missed my dinner session (there were 2 and mine's the earlier one!). MJ(roomate) was practically screaming at me for still walking on my ankle and making it worst. Jessai+Bec+D(roomate) told me that i basically deserve an award to finish the journey. The teachers scared the shits out of me when they told me i have to go on crutches to the dining hall for dinner. Thanked God the crutches didnt fit me and they allowed me to walk on my 2 feet. so embarassing to walk on crutches and to let EVERYONE sees it.

-day 3&4-

highlights: Disco Night. + Jinday Market

group pic.

melie(shantung) siad something that i couldnt start to laugh my head of. i tried to control it but i just burst out laughing. Jindybucks much!!
we were so so rich that we threw bucks into the bin!!

facepaint. jinday market. kinda interesting.
but turned boring in the end.


there's a store run by the koreans that delivers "secret love notes".

guess who got the most. :)
tak boleh tahan.

this is so mean. i know we are kinda making fun of her but we just cant help it.

she just "spiced up" of camp lives.

u have no idea that how much she made all of us laugh.

i can still laugh thinking of it.

its kinda sad to leave~